January 20, 2005 - Thursday
YOUR AFTER MY ROBOT BEE!!!!!!!
Current mood: bored
At least i think you are! No. Anyway. My head line has nothing to do with my robot bee, which, btw, is an expencive pice of machinery. Actually, my headline is really nothing. so is this blog... so why did you read this... Did you think i knew that you were actually after my Robot Bee? ARE YOU?
January 9, 2005 - Sunday
WHY CANT THINGS BE FUCKING SIMPLE!!!!
Current mood: irritated
You know. All i ask for is for things that are remedial to be simple. But no. Things cant. You know why, Cause there inst money to be had in shit being simple. Why cant my fucking web pages load in under 4 mintues. No cant have that. Why cant the fuckers running things use their heads, NO cant have that either. Why cant fucking HOT DOGS AND HOT DOG BUNS COME IN THE SAME NUMBERS WHEN BEING SOLD IN SEPERATE PACKAGES!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!
January 9, 2005 - Sunday
Its raining!!!
Current mood: busy
And sometimes...Im only happy when it rains. Not because Im a walking ball of depression, but because i really like the band GARBAGE.. and it reminds me of their song..... Um..Fresh.
January 7, 2005 - Friday
Tsunamis, Earthquakes, Volcanos and California....
Current mood: contemplative
What do thay all have in common. Theyre all disasters. Yet, i cannot peel my eyes away from them. (well, except california, cause i live here) But i dont know. I've been downloading and watching amature video of the Tsunami's for the last week now, and i cant get my eyes off of them. I do this with Tornado and Volcano video too, or some other type of natural disaster. Theres just something about them that fuels me in some weird way. Not in a sick, sexual fetish, but in "mother fucker, i cant belive this shit but i must see more" way. One of the video's i have is from a person in Indonesia (right next to were the quake hit) and this person walks to their 2nd story balcony and video tapes what looks like a TOWN DROP IN THE MIDDLE OF A FRIGGIN OCEAN. Its ungodly unbeliveable. Another video is from further away from the main earthquake zone, but its an american guy on a beach watching as the WAVE forms only a mile off coast and heads right for him. One other one was a view on top of a roof in Phuket Tailand as the wave crashed onshore and tore apart the coast line, as people ran running and screaming. It really puts things into perspective. But as people, we may think we have a lot of things in control, but honestly, we dont. All of the video, especailly Tailand and Indonesia all looks like WRATH OF GOD style shit. Just the fact that all of this happens the day after christmas, this wide range of destruction, its so unbelivable that its more real to me in some real sense. Maybe its because i grew up watching movies were giant monsters destroyed cities or the fact i've had a healty diet of Tornado video and Earthquake experiance that i've come to look forward to the next disaster and disect it piece by piece. Hell, even during the 9/11 attacks, i was more focused on the actuall destruction and mayhem than the actuall outcome of the events. People running and screaming for their lives as a force thats out of their hands, YET not a LIVING FORCE, tears right for them, seems horrible, yet a suddle underline of poetic substances dwells within it. This stuff like this that makes me belive that theres a higher force at work sometimes. This is why i dont like going to the beach at night. You wouldnt know something like this is coming untill it hit you.
January 3, 2005 - Monday
I've started working on a new script.
Current mood: busy
Im now writing a new script. Its for a short film i plan on filming it for the cable station that i do some projects at. Hopefully it'll give me some much needed experiance before i film my major film this summer.
December 30, 2004 - Thursday
The End of the Year...God did i hate it.
Current mood: aggravated
Well, 2004 is just about over. Yep what a fucking year it was too. What happend. 04 had such promise. Shit was gonna turn around. Things were gonna get better, but NO! Every thing kinda fell to shit, or just went up and fucking down like a goddamn roller coaster. And its always a great way to start off the new year by finding out one of your best friends died of cancer. And that you feel like a sack of shit for not talking to her at least one more time when you had the chance. My Car broke down, twice!! Theres hundreds of more dollers in fucking repairs to a car that's barly running. Now i cant even drive the fucker long distances with out my back break smoking from friction (because my mom only had the FRONT breaks replaced, normaly, i thought when one gets one's cars' breaks fixed, YOU GET THEM ALL DONE AT ONCE, that and she spent the rest of the repair money on minor shit for her car, while mines left hanging) I get more shit from my family about getting a FULL time job. This magical Job were i work 40 plus hours a week, with Benifits and a 12$ pluse wage. Yeah, cause getting caught in to the mundane life of EVERYONE ELSE is excatly what i want to do with my life. Work a fucking job i hate for the sake of FINANCIAL SECURITY! Fuck that My friends Grandparents Died. My brother moved out, which was the best thing for a while, only to move back in 4 months later. My Grandma has cancer again. Yipie... I hate the people at my job. They get more aholish and fucked up as the days pass. I WAS FUCKED OUT OF TICKETS FOR WRESTLEMAINA!!!!! I had the HARDEST FUCKING TIME just trying to do some of the simplest things i wanted to do. Everyone mocks my attempt into making movies. I made 9 grand this year, but only have 120$ in the bank to show for it. I got Fucked out of Holloween. One of my Favorite Holidays Bush got fucking re elected. Yeay >:( MOVIE TICKETE PRICES WENT TO 10 FUCKING DOLLERS!!!! I Got fucked out of meeting Robert Rodriguz at Comic Con. Oh, and just like every year before this, I still cant get a girlfriend if someone had a fucking BAZOOKA TO MY BIG ASS HEAD. Thats the stinger that gets worse and worse as the years go by. Well, 2005, im going to be 21. Lets hope to christ that this year is somewhat better.
December 29, 2004 - Wednesday
New Years....
Current mood: content
Whats everyone doing. Me.. IM going to work, get off, get my video camera, film my friends getting drunk, go to my uncles house for some FLASH FRIED turkey, say goodby to this fucked up year, then watch my friends drink some more
December 29, 2004 - Wednesday
Some movies i think everyone should see!!!
Current mood: nerdy
I just bought a fuck load of DVD'S. But i was going through my movie collection. So here are some movies i think everyone should go out and see. Royal Tenenbaums Bubba Ho-Tep Versus They Live Ichi the killer Dead or Alive Battle Royale Big Trouble in Little China Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas The Crow And maybe i'll post some more later, but im done right now.
December 28, 2004 - Tuesday
Life sucks pt 2
Current mood: depressed
It dose. It really dose. I feel i cant catch a break with anyone lately. Oh well, fuck it. Im going to sleep now.
December 28, 2004 - Tuesday
I got new dvds today
Current mood: content
I went out and bought a bunch of DVD's with my gift cards today. Heres what i got SeaLab vol. 1 Cutey Honey complete collection Ed Wood Sp. Ed. Godzilla Tokyo S.O.S. They Live Ichi the Killer and i also got The Royal Tennbaums Good times.
December 27, 2004 - Monday
Life sucks......
Current mood: blank
So eat, drink and be merry and yell out FUCK The world to everyone!
December 27, 2004 - Monday
Even during the holidays, You cant get rid of assholes!
Current mood: cranky
At work today, this fucking bitch, couldnt be no more than 23 tops, comes in. My boss acidently sold her a wrong ticket, but it dosnt really matter as there are only 2 fucking theaters at my work. So anyway she and her dykie friend go in and sit down. Now mind you, once the movies starts, theres like 80 people in the theater. About 4 minutes into the previews, she comes out bitching about how loud it is in the theater. My boss tells her excatly what he tells every other person over the age of 80 how complains of the sound. 1. its a digital sound system, so its gonna be loud. 2. Its mostly the trailers, which are more flashy and the sound mix is higer than the acutal movie (its a way to gain interest to the movie goer to adventualy go see said film) So she gose back in to the theater. 3 minutes later, she comes back out with her friend and demands her money back. Now the preveiws arent even over yet, but no, she has to have her money back. My boss explains again the preview situation and informs her that we dont give refunds unless the movie breaks down (STUDIO POLICY) So she starts getting bitchy and pissy. So my boss figures its better to give her money back and not listen to her make a scene. As he's giving both her and her friends money back, he's calmly, CALMLY going back over the the sound situation. But she gets even bitchier. I tell her that shes should of waited to ACTUALLY SEE THE FUCKING MOVIE before she came out to demand her money back. She starts bitching about the tone we're taking with her, she's saying that we're talking to her like a kid. My boss says that excalty how she acting. She gets even bitchier saying we have no idea what she's been through today. My boss tells her that should have nothing to do with this. She blows up, tells him he's a prick and to fuck off. Both my boss, me and my brother asll say "What a bitch" as she's walking out the door. Obviously she herd it and skiped away with her dyke friend. Even during the holidays, assholes dont take breaks And to top that off, my alergies are acting up again. FUCK MAN, i cant catch a break!!!! I need hard drugs or a woman... or a gun. something. Happy new year!
December 26, 2004 - Sunday
What i got for Xmas!
Current mood: happy
Well, christmas has come and gone, and now, we all look forward to new years. What did i do for my christmas? I got an hour of sleep, cooked breakfast for my grandparents, opend my presents, wandered around for a couple of hours, went to my uncles for a family get together, then went to work, got off, went by the grandparents place, Then went to my buddies house, then picked up my buddy from work, picked up some other friends, went to the movies and saw the LIFE AQUATIC (WHICH RULED ALL MIGHTY ASSES!!!!!!! :)) Went back to buddies place, watched Harlod and Kumar go to white castle, then came home and put up my new poster frames, WITH POSTERS IN THEM!!!!!!!!!!! Now on to what you all want to hear. WHAT KIND OF SHIT DID I GET!! Heres what i got: 3 movie poster frames Van Helsing DVD Spiderman 2 DVD Pulp Fiction DVD Clerks inaction figures Best Buy Gift cards some money Idel Hands DVD Yep. Purtty cool. Now to complete my Christmas holiday, i want a woman!!! Yeah, then life would be compleatly grand.
December 25, 2004 - Saturday
MY ROOM IS FINALLY DONE! JUST IN TIME FOR XMAS!!!
Its like 5 am. The room that i have been working on for like a week now is finally complete! It just has to be vaccumed. I had to finish in time for my Grandparents to come over later for Breakfast. Its a Christmas tridition here in EATON mannor. But my room IS CLEAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i've put more posters up finally!!! AND MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERY ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
December 24, 2004 - Friday
Crappy Patriotism makes me sick
Current mood: annoyed
I managed to watch some of the VERY SPECIAL SMACKDOWN in Iraq episode tonight. I couldnt stand the overtures of everything. First of, these guys are in IRAQ, yet the american fucking flag is splatterd over everything. They make it seem as AMERICA now owns IRAQ. (which, its looking like we do, lets be honest here) and they keep goign over and over how these guys are hero's. HOW the FUCK are people who signed up to have their life run for them. Now are going out and doing the dirty work of the Goverment who fucked up the whole thing. I just cant stand it. Its just, fuck. It makes my head hurt. Im going to sleep now. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE EVERYONE!
December 23, 2004 - Thursday
Movies of 2004: my view
Current mood: okay
This was probably the year i spent the most money on going to the movies. Here is every movie that came out in 2004 that i saw.
Along Came Polly The Polar Express
Teacher's Pet Seed of Chucky
Tokyo Godfathers National Treasure
The Butterfly Effect Blade: Trinity
You Got Served Meet the Fockers
Catch That Kid Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events
Miracle Ghost in the Shell 2: Innocense
Eurotrip Godzilla: Final Wars
The Passion of The Christ Incredibles
Twisted
Hidalgo
Starsky & Hutch
Dawn of the Dead
Jersey Girl
The Ladykillers
Scooby-Doo 2: Monsters Unleashed
Hellboy
Home on the Range
Walking Tall
Shaolin Soccer
The Girl Next Door
Kill Bill Vol. 2
The Punisher
Man on Fire
Clifford's Really Big Movie
Envy
Van Helsing
Troy
Shrek 2
The Day After Tomorrow
Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
The Chronicles of Riddick
Garfield
Napoleon Dynamite
Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
White Chicks
The Blind Swordsman: Zatoichi
Spider-Man 2
Fahrenheit 9/11
Anchorman
I, Robot
A Day Without a Mexican
A Cinderella Story
I, Robot
The Bourne Supremacy
The Village
Collateral
The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
Alien vs Predator
Without a Paddle
Hero
Resident Evil: Apocalypse
Sky Captain and the World of Tomorrow
Shaun of the Dead
Shark Tale
Taxi
Team America: World Police
Thats a lot of shit i've seen. Now mind you i work in a movie theater, so i've seen most of these for free. But then again, there was a good portion of shit i've paid for. So here's my likes and dislikes for 2004.
Favorite Movies of 2004 (sans Life Aquatic, cause i have yet to see it)
1. The Incredibles
2. Spider-Man 2
3. Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
4. Shaun of the Dead
5. Hellboy
6. Godzilla: Final Wars
7. Sky Captain and the World of Tomorrow
8. Team America: World Police
9. Kill Bill Vol. 2
10. Jersey Girl
11. Anchorman
12. The Chronicles of Riddick
13. Man on Fire
14. Van Helsing
15. Walking Tall
Now here are movies that i feel are pure crap and a wast of time and money and i hope to god that they will be punished one day.
1. Resident Evil: Apocalypse
2. You Got Served
3. The Village
4. Alien vs. Predator
5. The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
6. Teacher's Pet
7. A Cinderella Story
8. Home on the Range
9. Scooby-Doo 2: Monsters Unleashed
10. A Day without a Mexican
So there's my list of stuff i liked in this shitty year of 04. Here's hoping that 05 is much better.
December 23, 2004 - Thursday
My Dream Project pt. 1
Current mood: artistic
You know. We all dream. We all have that 1 or 4 things we want to do in our life before we die. Me. I have ALOT! well, not so much a lot, but a lot of big things. As most of you who know me know i want to make movies. Im going to get to it one day and hopefully i'll end up doing it for a career. But There are movies that if i ever make it in the industry, that i want to make. These are the movies i see in my head every day during the dregery of work. SO here they are! 1. Devilman- I was 15 when i first saw this anime. Its what started my obession with Obseanly Violent imagery. Its monsters Tearing the shit out of evey thing, and its OVERLY Violent, insanely bloody, and i think it would adapt incredibly well into Motion Picture. I would Follow the main storyline from the comic, and keep most of the charecter design form the anime. But i would add a little more gore to it though. Can never have enough sceens were a hoved demon rips off the demon breast of a demon chick. 2. Godzilla- This is mainly a childhood dream. I've grown up on Godzilla movies, there inbeeded into my brain. Im more than sure that my coffin with have Godzilla on it. So yeah, i have a story in mind, but i havent written nothing down. 3. Street Fighter- Ok. Probably the best fighting game ever. It has been made in to numerous Animes which rock some hard tasty abs. But the movie is just pitiful. Sure, when your like 11 its cool, but when you actually get older, it sucks ass. I would love to do a Street Fighter movie that Follows Ryu, and his exploits as he and Ken grive over the death of their master at the Hands of AKUMA who comes looking for them. Meanwhile, Chung Li and Guile track M. Bison, who in turn is looking for Ryu to add to his new soilder program, as Ryu had beaten Sagat in a street fighter tounament. Ryu and Bison have a showdown at the end were Akuma gets involved. It would have all the diffrent styles of fighting, all of the energy attacks, and alot of charecters, but not all of them. 4. He-Man- I love the original MASTERS OF THE UNIVERSE movie with Dolf Lungdren, but i would like to make a He-Man movie that actually takes place on Enternia. It would have Orko, and all of the great mixture of Fantasy and Sci-Fi. Of course one would have to start of with Skeletor,as he is He-Man's arch nemisis, but i would also leave hints of the Snake Men and Hordak for future films. Yeah, so those are the movies i would love to make one day. But those are just properties that i think could be done great if i did them, or they were made once and would actually have been good if done right, which they obviously wernt. I do have a bunch of movies i hope to do one day that are original movies of my own. Now its just a matter of getting off my ass and doing something.
December 20, 2004 - Monday
Directors Cuts are much better!
Current mood: disappointed
In the last couple of weeks, i've picked up a bunch of movies, a majority of them, the "UNRATED" Directors Cuts. Now i usually buy these because i would like to view the WHOLE film. And in some cases, such as Daredevil, were a good portion of the movie is compleatly changed around, it seems to be for the better. Now what the problem is that all of the people who put out these disks say that they prefre the Dir. Cuts because as a whole, it makes a more concinuse film. The other reason, because they couldnt put out an R rated cut in theaters or lose money or have to butcher the film for the MPAA. Which is why the film industry is tanking in my opnion. All of these films (with the exception of THE RETURN OF THE KING, for time issues) could have easily been put out in theaters. But apparently the gernal public dosnt want something thats good. HENCE why shit like Resident Evil 2 and You Got Served made a fuck load of money. Good Cinema is a dying art, making way for REMAKES no one asked for and more shitty adaptions of Books that should of never been written. Basicly, Hollywood sucks today
December 19, 2004 - Sunday
Whats in my room.
Current mood: bored
I bet you were expecting me to answer PORN! Well, your at least 3% right. But the rest is random stuff. I have My DVD shelf, which is home to my many DVD's. On top of that is the home for my Violater, Tortured Souls and Pumpkinhead figures. They watch me sleep at night. Next to my computer desk is my Bed on the LEFT and on the Right, my display case, housing my small Godzilla figures and mic. Godzilla stuff. On top of that case, HULK KING KONG and ASH stand gard. Now with my bro back in the house, the crap from my old closet is now in my new room. So were my Book Case was is no a Large Dresser, but it holds no cloths. Insted the top shelf house my work and Mic. videos, like DINORIDERS and such. Under that is the Godzilla Darw, then the bottom draw is were i keep my autograph stuff i dont have on display. On top of that dresser is GAMERA and GODZILLA and my lamp. Then theres my Entertainment center, with my big OLD tv, under it, stuff with a power strip, Two cabnits holding Unopend action figures. Above the RIGHT cabinet is the first shelf, where i keep my play station. Above that is the VCR, than the top shelf is my WERE THE WILD THINGS ARE figures. ON top of said Entertainment center is a small shelf were i keep my "BEST" dvd's. On top of that shelf is Buddy Christ, Spiderman, Mt. Monstermore and Supersayian Goku and Broli. Spred across the rest of the top of the Entertainment center is DEVILMAN, his nemisis Ginmin, then the actuall NEMISIS from Resident EVIL then my Ray Huarryhousen figures. THEN in my NOOK, is my GODZILLA shelf, were i keep my percious BANDAI GODZILLA"S. Yep. Now, once i finish my room itll look nice and clean and have more shit hanging off of the walls. YEP IM BORED RIGHT NOW!
December 18, 2004 - Saturday
My Plans for this year FUCKERS!
Current mood: restless
So this upcoming year, 2005, I've been getting hurased by me ma and Gramps. They want me to be doning something with my life, LIKE WORKING A FULL TIME JOB. Which the only reason i can see is that they want me to have health insurance and work 40 hrs a week (WHICH I ABSOLUTLY REFUSE TO DO) which really pisses them off. No i have other plans besides becoming some sort of UBER ZOMBIE MONKEY FOR THE MAN. No i plan on a whole slew of things. 1. Finally film my Backyard wrestling movie. 2. Film a stop motion movie with my bro. 3. Go to Vegas on my 21st Bday and FUCKING DRINK AND GAMBLE UNTILL MY EYE"S BLEED! 4. Run more than 3 wrestling shows for my TV show. 5. Write at least 3 screenplays 6. Get laid. 7. Go on my yearly tip to MECCA (San Diego Comic Con) with my running crew and fuck some shit up in the coimc and geek world. 8. Get my car fixed. 9. Make a small movie, one thats full of hate and laughter. Basicly something to piss off a lot of people 10. Go to the movies more often 11.Beat the crap out of something that pisses me off. 12. Drop about 40 lbs. 13. Make a short movie that harkens back to the funk of the 70's. Maybe Funkula vs. Blackinstine. Maybe more, but thats my main goal for the year. SO lets see how much of it actually comes true.
December 18, 2004 - Saturday
GOD DAMN WEEK< FUCKING CHRISTMAS SPIRT MY ASS!
Current mood: pissed off
Well. This week has been a big fruit bowl of suck. HORRIBLE things have happend, this year sucks ass. AND ALL I WANTED TO DO THIS WEEK WAS PUT UP MY CHRISTMAS STUFF. AND THAT STILL HASNT HAPPEND. FUCK, i havent even finished christmas shopping yet. FUCK! Why cant life just cut some slack once in a while.
December 15, 2004 - Wednesday
I have WAY TOO MUCH SHIT.
Current mood: tired
Its about 5 am right now. I've been working on re-organizing my room since YESTERDAY (MONDAY!!!) (well, yesterday to me, as i have yet to head back to bed) Right now im about 50% done. I'm putting shit on the walls that i wanted to a while back, but now that i have the proper tools, i am. But i still have so much shit, that i really dont know what to do with. Theres a lot im just simply throwing out. Then theres the stuff im keeping to hawck on Ebay soon. But even still, i still have no room for the rest of the shit. What to do.I cant simply toss it all out, i dont have the right mind or heart for it (mind you i spent good money on a lot of this stuff) But i cant keep it all. My main problem is the amount of VHS cassets i have. TOO GODDAMN MANY. Most of it is probably shit i'll never watch again either. Right now im throwing away plastic sleeves. Tomarrow i have to head down to the comic store and pick up some comic boxes for the insane amount of comics i've bought in the last 6 months. Most of them i've looked at and i wont read anymore. So that shit will also go on Ebay. Though several good things have come of this. For instance, i have found several sheets of wrting i've done a long time ago that, once im done with this shit, i'll go back and rewrite, probably for more screenplays. Another thing is i've come across some stuff that i forgot i had. I've also found some rather sentimental things too. BUT i still have no room for this stuff. So now im off to try and compleate this daunting task. Wish me luck.
December 9, 2004 - Thursday
CHRIS'S CHRISTMAS LIST! 2004 EDITION!
THIS IS ALL THE COOL SHIT I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS! DVD'S: Van Helsing Bubba HoTep Pulp Fiction Hellboy: Directors Cut Sealab 2021 vol. 1 Godzilla vs. MechaGodzilla Godzilla vs. Gigan Punisher Royal Tendanbalms Family Guy: vol.2 Batman: the animated series season 1 Jersey Girl Alive Toys: Invader Zim series 1 Family Guy wave 1 Mallrats @ Dogma Inaction Figures Games: Mega Man Anniversy Collection Godzilla: Save the earth Dragon Ball Z: Budokai 3 and last but not least 37x42 Poster Frames and thats it
November 13, 2004 - Saturday
I feel empty and Somewhat confused right now....
Current mood: nauseated
I feel as my child hood has just been raped in the ass. I just saw a commercial for Cerittos Auto Squar. They had decided to COMPTUER ANIMATE ERINIST P. WORRLE (aka Jim Varny)
and for those of you who dont know, Jim Varny passed away back in 2001.
Its an act against god and all that is good by what the ppl at CAS just did. The commercail lacked a soul and had some fucking horrible voice actor do THE WORST ERNEST IMPRESSION I HAVE EVER HERD.
I cannot sleep easy tonight
November 13, 2004 - Saturday
Ohh you bastard. No, dont get mad, get use to losing.
Current mood: disappointed
Well, once again, I dont win a raffle/compitition. Iam I pissed. A little. Am I disapointed. Yes. But, like everything i try at, i have failed once again. But Hunter S. Thompson said best. Dont get mad, get use to losing.
And its true. I have lost again, and im getting use to it. Hurray.
November 7, 2004 - Sunday
IM DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Current mood: happy
As of this time, about 5:07 in the morning on the 7th of november, i have just finished my frist screenplay. It clocked in around 115 pages. All i have to do is spell check and give it a read through, then i can focus on actually making it.
November 6, 2004 - Saturday
I have offically given up on finding a Girlfriend...
Its true. I dont really give a fuck anymore. I've tried EVERY OUTLET POSSIBLE, but i now belive that obviouly im either cursed, or GOD DOSE NOT WANT ME TO PROCREATE IN ANY WAY. Either way, i guess i'll just be a stedy loner for the most part of my life. Eh, it aint all that bad, as i've done it for 20 years now, i can do it for another 60. Hell, im only 10 pages away from finishing up my first full lenght screenplay. So i'll be putting what little time i waste trying to find a girl that would go out with me, and put it into other meaningless things as writing and sitting on my ass at home watching DVD's.
November 5, 2004 - Friday
This country can go FUCK IT"S SELF
My problem with this whole thing is that on what topic bush won on. the majority of people voted bush because of MORAL STANDARDS. Meaning they like the fact the Bush wants to end any hope of people of the same sex, who have sex with each other, NEVER get married. THIS IS WHAT THIS FUCKING COUNTRY IS SO GODDMAN HUNG UP OVER. GAY MARRIGE. FUCKING GAY MARRIGE No lets forget that Theres a GODDAMN MASSIVE CONFLICT GOING ON OVER SEAS AND PEOPLE ARE FUCKING DYING. NO lets for get the fact that Bush promised that he'd catch Bin Ladien within the year, but gave up after 6 months and FUCKING BOMBED IRAQ insted. And why, because they arnt comfortable with the idea of two fudge packers having the same basic rights as a regular married couple. I FUCKING HATE THIS GODDMAN COUTNRY. I CANT FUCKING STAND THE PEOPLE IN THIS FUCKED UP COUNTRY ANY MORE. AND THE THING IS I CANT FUCKING LEAVE IT BECAUSE I CANT AFFORD TO THANKS TO THE FACT THAT IF I WORKED FOR 4 FUCKING YEARS AT WALMART, i WOULD STILL NOT HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO MOVE OUT OF THIS FUCKED UP COUTNRY BECAUSE IM PAYING THROUGH THE ASS ON TAX'S and TRYING TO AFFORD A CAR TO GET ME TO WORK. LIKE A FRIEND OF MINE TOLD A NAVY RECURTER, I'd Sell my soul to the japanese in a hart beat. If a war broke out today, im not fighing for either side. To fight for someone you dont know and DIDNT vote for, is idotic. I honestly dont belive in patriotism. All it is is foolish pride. Thats something this country needs to look at.
November 3, 2004 - Wednesday
AMERICA-ONE GIANT FUCKING IDIOT....
Theres a reason i didnt vote. For one, your vote dose not mean shit. This is probably why, AFTER MILLIONS were spent on trying to get these people to vote, the 18-21 group had the LOWEST turn out. What a fucking waste of money. Now. As i watched the Election coverage, and saw the number of popular votes as still HALF of the Country voted to keep BUSH in, I finally gave up hope on this country. This country is probably the BIGGEST PUSSY out there. No im not talking about our military, im talking about EVERYONE else. Everyone who voted for Bush felt that if he dosnt stay in office, that we're going to get bombed. Well, now you get what you reaped. By Keeping Bush in office, and the REPUBLICAN'S in charge of EVERYTHING now, shit's really going to hit the fan. Bush really has no reason to pander to the people anymore. The stemCell reserch bill that was just passed here in CA, well, that wont mean shit in about 8 months when they pass the bill to BAN stem Cell reserch. The other half of the country is just going to tell Bush to go to hell, which is going to cause a bunch of problems. Because for some reason, people feel that they're right and your wrong. Just look at what this Election campaign caused people to do. I mean fuck man, they were blasting each other over who they were supporting. Tearing up signs, and keying cars. And mark my words, I SMELL DRAFT. I dont belive for one fucking second that horse shit about "the draft isnt in the best interest of the country". Now, watch as theres going to be a bunch of fucking laws and shit made based on RELIGIOUS values. Anyway, this country gets what they deserve. We're all fucked anyway. IM not saying Kerry would have been much better, but fuck, the next 4 years are really going to suck ass. Bush so far isnt a great president what so ever. He just happend to be the moron in control when a major disaster happend.
October 23, 2004 - Saturday
FUCK VOTING!!!!!!!!!
You know. I"ve seen all sorts of shit around about people saying "you have to vote. Thats the only way we can get change" Blah, fuckety blah. You know, i've heard nothing but shit from groups and people telling everyone (and ME) go out and FUCKING VOTE. But im not. The only time i ever voted was to get davis out of office and i voted for Arnold. And i might vote in the next Gov. Election, but for Presidental, its a wast of fucking time. All of these PSA say that your vote can change shit, get bush out of office. But.. Your Vote dosnt mean shit when it comes to electing a President. ELECTORAL COLLAGE PEOPLE!!! All one canidate needs to win is 3 of the major states (namely CA, NY, and i belive Illinoies, and any other is just extra) So if one state votes Dem. Then the Dem. Canidate gets all of the votes. Goes the same way if the State votes Rep. Ex. Last Election, GORE won the popular vote. But Bush ended up winning because of the FUCKING ELECTORAL COLLAGE AND THE GODDAMN SUPREME COURT. So untill the electoral collage is disbanded and the Gov. Lets the FUCKING PEOPLE decide who becomes people, i say fuck voting. Dont matter who wins, we're fucked anyway.
Fredi is Mighty Chucktaw
go ahead throw ur vote away i voted kodos
September 29, 2004 - Wednesday
what to do.
I have sat in front of my comp for almost 4 hours. I've been chiping away at my screenplay for 3 and a half of those. I have to be up in several hours and have my hair alterd (cut) So why am i typing this shit rignt now. I dont fucking know. All i know is that im very tired, lonley and possibly going nuts as im seeing shit out of the corner of my eye right now. Like shit moving in my room. And if you have notcied my new Porfile pic, thats the only known descriptive sketch of the ZODIAC killer. A killer who claimed up to 37 people in the late 60's (only 7 are for sure though) but the thing with this guy is that 1. He got away with all of his killings, 2. He mocked the police after each killing, HE FRIGGIN called them only hours after his latest murder to tell the cops personally what he did 3. He was smart as fuck 4. HE HAS NEVER BEEN CAUGHT!!! I found this cat to be intriging. I dont know why, Maybe its because he fucked with the cops and still hasnt been caught. OR that he wore this FREAKY SUIT in one of his killings. Man thats FEAKY!!!!
September 25, 2004 - Saturday
The meaning of LIFE?
You know, some people think you shouldnt just question some things. LIKE the president, wether you voted for him or not. Or what Hot Dogs are made out of. I got into an one of these "Political" arguments with my boss today, who is a Firm Republican and bush supporter, and hey, i got no problem with that. But he gave me somthing that he recived on the net that made some sense. It was a guy writing to his sons about "Losing" the war on terror. It wasnt political in any way as he said it did not concern if you were a dem or repub. but the fact that America must win the war on Terror. He said it wouldnt be like NAM as these "Extremenist" wont stop untill all "infidels" are dead. He pointed out to how Spain withdrew after the train bombing and now that the "terroist" know that Spain will submit to threats, they have Spain in their pocket. Anyway, he said that America has never really lost, and he didnt mean "Nam" lost either, but the fact that America hasnt lost a battle that ment a change in the way of life, and that if AMERICA did lose, it could be the collapes of this country because, 1. america is built on WINNING (no one likes losing, we've been taught since childhood that winning is everything), 2. That these terroists can over turn the very foundation of the way of america and the rest of the world. It made some sense. But i told my boss that it really wouldnt matter if we win or lose because no matter how we win, 1. All it'll do is piss of the rest of th muslim world, thus starting the circle of crap again, so unless you "SMASH" the muslim way of life, your never going to get rid of the extremenist, 2. Even if we win the "war on terror". as history has taught us, it will repeate it self, and some one new will take the place as the "Threat" to the way of life in AMERICA. We had the Indians, the British, OURSELVES, The Germans, the GERMANS again, The Russians, the Chinese, now the muslim extremenist. So whats the point i said. I told him when you get down to the main point of it all, its all so trivial and childish. Why are we fighting. Because a couple of guys who feel that "Their god is better than our god, and think we're wrong." But we think that we're right, so we fight back. Its like Grade school saying my dad can beat up your dad, you get into it and start coming to blows because you cant get the other guy to see it your way because you think your right. But then i hit him with thats how most of life as we know it is. All very Trival and childish. We live in a socitey that all we do is this in our life time. We're born. We go to school. We're taught in school to pay attention and learn so that when we get out of school that we can get a good job so we can make money and live the good life untill you die. Its all so pointless. And i dont mean just that, i mean everything we do in life is point less. We get up, to do what, go to work or to take care of our daily needs. Why? Whats the point. Theres nothing in nature or any biblical teaching that i know of that says we're suppose to be doing this. Money, owning things, going to the store, cleaning, paying the bills, going to sporting events, crime, justice, punisment, working, Its all crap that man has brought upon itself that has no real meaning in life, yet its the main focus in EVERYONE'S life. And there is no meaning to it other than just something to do with the time we have on this planet. If you look at it, there is no meaning to anything we do in life, or life as we know it. There is no reason to be fighting in Iraq. There is no meaning to getting worried over your bills. There is no meaning over getting worried over how you look. The only reason we do is because man has imbedded itself so much with this shit that we have made it a way of life. If we didnt have this system, we would feel that we're not doing anything important. We couldnt have crime fighting if there wasnt any crime. We couldnt have a goverment if there was no nation. Its all meaningless Its basicly this. Theres no point in living, but no one wants to die. So, i've stopped caring about all of this shit in life. My main goal in life now, if to make movies, and hopefully that ill at least entertain someone on this earth before they die. But am i going to become an asshole. NO, theres no reason to continue the making life harder on everyone else because it would make life harder on you. So yeah. Just give it a thought.
September 11, 2004 - Saturday
Dont read this if your "Patriotic"
I just wrote this for WTFboards.com forum. I think it rings true for the most part, so im going to share it with you, crappy spelling and all. This post was started after a flame war between two guys over some conspirsy theroy over 9/11 pentagon attacks. It got to the point of name calling and shit, so i wrote this in response to the whole thing. This is basicly how i feel about everthing in the world right now. ENJOY! "This is why this country is compeatly fucked. This is why i dont give a shit anymore. Let this whole fucking place burn, and im not just talking about america, the whole fucking world. Everything has gotten to the point of childish stupidity. America isnt the greatest country on the face of the planet. There is no "greatest Country" Americans have nothing to do but bitch and moan about shit. Think that they should be paid 11.50 a fucking hour, with benifits for their whole family, for working the register at Ralphs. Yet, some mexican will work his ass off for about 20 bucks a day just so he can make a living. Why our presidental canidate are in a FUCKING Name calling match like they were in the first fucking grade. Why the gerneral pulbic is one giant Egotistical ass. Assholes in the middle east are trying to kill everyone beacuse we dont belive in their god. And we're wrong in everything we do. Two groups of people are killing each other like little fucking brats over a fucking pice of land in what is suppose to be "The holy land" We're fucking up our enviorment. We only care about the sweet $$$ WORLD WIDE. Yet, we're cheep as all hell. Oh, and Sex too, lets not foget about that. We're all butt crazy over it, yet god forbid the children see anything that they'll be doing one day. We put Celebertys above anything else because we wish we were them cause our own life sucks so much. We worry too much about death. Anytime some one coughs, we freak out. We want to get into shape, but dont want to work out and eat right to do it, just give us some pill that'll do the work for us. Or, some shitty diet. GET THIS THROUGH YOUR HEADS PEOPLE. WE ARE ALL GOING TO DIE SOME DAY, WE DONT GET TO CHOOSE HOW OR WHEN 98% of the time. Which is why i could give a flying fuck about anyone who died in setember 11th, Iraq, Afganastan, and were ever else, because we can go around and shoot our own people over money and material goods, or the whole fact that someone called someone else a name and got all butt hurt over it, but some forigner slams a plane into some fucking pice of shit towers, Well, now we cant let them get away with that, lets get together and sing hippy songs, then go back to killing each other while we root for the deaths of other people across a fucking ocean. We are so much better than them. How dare they. Yeah, great country. Oh, and to back a president who only get props because he was president during an attack is fucking stupid shit. What did he really do anyway, just go over and start shit somewere else. Yeah life is fucking Great. FUCK the world. FUCK IT ALL. " Cant wait to hear about this from everyone.
September 7, 2004 - Tuesday
one of those weeks..
You know, the world is doomed. but mankind wont destroy its self by the Earth exploding, or by nucular war, or by extreamist trying to get shit to go their way. No, mankind will end its self in its own mindless acts of selfish stupidiy. This is what i have learnd from this week of work. The general public, my mortal nemisis, has shown acts of stupidity beyond all means. And selfishness. Example. Closing time at work. Im leaving, some woman and like 3 "children" come up to buy tickets for a movie that had started 15 minutes ago!!! (they had the odasity to ask if the movie had already started) So she want to pay with her credit card, as like most upstanding upper middle class people prefer to do, because they dont belive in carrying around real money. So the boss tell her theres a $1, a $1 dollar charge to the total amount of the tixs. So if its 20 buck, itll be 21 bucks. Well she gets all offended and takes back her card. She tells my boss that she's teaching her kids to save a dollar, and will be rigth back, and proceeds to walk next door to the atm. (mind you, she was proably charged a $1.50 for a service charge using her credit card at the atm) well, she comes back with a couple of 20's and asks for 1 adult and 3 children. Mind you the "children" were either old enough to shave or were of child bearing age. So my boss kindly asks "how old are the children" Her reply "well, how old do they have to be?" (the prices were right abover her head, indicating the age for admission, but did she look, Nope) My boss simply replys "how old are they" Well the woman asks again, "How old do they have to be" in a irritated voice. and once again, my boss asks "HOW OLD" Finnaly she gives him the ages of the "children" 12, 13, and 11. So my boss simply replys "ok, you have 3 adults, and 1 child" now the woman was purtty pissed off about that, but the mear fact that her trying to teach her kids to save a doller, which i guess, by any means possivble, even if it is lying, pissed me off. This sort of thing happens all the time. people go out of their way to save a buck here, or 2 buck here. The diffrence at my work in addmission is like 2 50 cents in the evning. its still only 7 bucks. Yet these are the same group of people who drop off their kids, GIVE THEM almost 60 bucks, CASH, to spend. The kids spend 20 of it on candy (mind you, through out the whole movie, they dont belive in buy everything at once) another 30 of it on the crap in the shitty vending machines with the 1 cent toys and shit, then they just scatter all of it on the floor and leave it. and the kids are stuipd too. Most of the time, they drop huge wads of it, and i take it as compensation for the shit they put me though. but yeah, this is how the world will end, people will become so selfish and idotic that we'll just die out naturaly from not doing anything. that was my first part of the week. The rest of it seems to have gone on in slow motion, just endless crap, no sleep, a an ego blow (see previous blog), but it wasnt compleat crap, insted, it just felt like i wasnt moving at all, and nothing around me was really moving either. just lost in an endless exsistnace that seemed worse than hell or limbo combind. And not to mention, i think im hallucenating, WITHOUT THE USE OF DRUGS MINDYOU, cause i keep seeing shapes, like people or animals out of the corner of my eye all the time. Hell i though i almost hit something in the road earlier, but there was nothing there. so. yeah, thats my week, hows yours?
September 3, 2004 - Friday
Ego blow.
Aint going to say much, but basicly, i have confrimed a theory that i've had for a long while. women dont see me as anything other than, A. Good Friend B. Nice Guy Or the new one, which stung a tiny bit C. Little brother. So yeah, Once again, Life takes a shit on me. YEAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
August 15, 2004 - Sunday
LIFE, CANt STAND IT LATELY!
You know, i know what mean when they say that they would just prefer to wake up dead the next day. This whole week has felt like one continuious cycle of shit for some reason. The people that come into my work are mostly heffers with their goule children of damnation. They're all fucking retards to boot. I have writers block at the most inapropiate times. I WAS RIGHT ABOUT ALIEN VS. PREDATOR SUCKING! Then some mother fucker has the fucking odasity to park in my fucking spot. WHEN IT IS CLEARLY MARKED FOR RESIDENTS ONLY. I figure one of my asshole neighbors told the fucker to park there. Which is why i just hate people. Oh, and this really cool chick i've been talking to hasnt been online all week. So God must really like fucking over chris too. Feels that way.
July 30, 2004 - Friday
Dont go see........
The Village. I love M.Nights movies, but this sucked balls, big time. Dont waste your 10 bucks on this, if you must watch it, wait till it hits the buck theaters, or video.
July 26, 2004 - Monday
San Diego....Mecca of Geeks
I just got back from my trip to the holy land, or as its refured to, the san diego comic con. I have spent the last 4 days living among my people, other angery self absorbed pop culture losers to spend lots of money on tirvial stuff and root and boo the upcoming roster of comic related movies due in the near future. Truly, it was heaven. Excpet in heven, i'd have an unlimited amount of $$$$ to buy more shit, and i would have gotten laid too. But i cannot complain. I feel great, i now have over 16 hours of video oddities to enjoy. And the many scantly clad women dressed as charecters pictures to root through to post.
July 13, 2004 - Tuesday
I HATE.................................
What the fuck. You know, when you live in a condo complex, sure, every once in a while, some one will have party, Parking spaces get taken. But its only once in a while right? Well for some un fucking known reason, in the last week, about 50 fucking more cars than usual have started parking in the complex. I cant park in the issued 3rd spot because my brother takes it every night. My mom can only fit her car in our garage (its a 2 car, but in all fairness, when we had 2 cars in there, they BARELY FIT, just Barly) so for the last couple of nights, i have had to fucking drive for about 45 minutes looking for a spot. Tonight, i had to park across THE FUCKING STREET away from my complex. FUCK THESE ASSHOLES, yet if i go complain to the fucking Association that runs this place they'll either tell me to get home earlier, they cant do anything about it, or park in our garage, which by the way, has a lot of our stuff in it. SO i once again reassure my stance on my HATING THE GENERAL FUCKING PUBLIC. i hope all those assholes who don't fucking live here in the condo complex all fucking die a horrible, screaming death for taking spots that don't belong to them.
July 11, 2004 - Sunday
Moo.
Moo. Thats all i have to say right now cause its 4 am as i write this and im suffering from insomnia. Its not as great as Al Pachino made it out to be. Damn him and Robin Williams. DAMN THEM ALL TO HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
