December 30, 2004 - Thursday

December 30, 2004 - Thursday

The End of the Year...God did i hate it.
Current mood: aggravated
Well, 2004 is just about over. Yep what a fucking year it was too. What happend. 04 had such promise. Shit was gonna turn around. Things were gonna get better, but NO! Every thing kinda fell to shit, or just went up and fucking down like a goddamn roller coaster. And its always a great way to start off the new year by finding out one of your best friends died of cancer. And that you feel like a sack of shit for not talking to her at least one more time when you had the chance. My Car broke down, twice!! Theres hundreds of more dollers in fucking repairs to a car that's barly running. Now i cant even drive the fucker long distances with out my back break smoking from friction (because my mom only had the FRONT breaks replaced, normaly, i thought when one gets one's cars' breaks fixed, YOU GET THEM ALL DONE AT ONCE, that and she spent the rest of the repair money on minor shit for her car, while mines left hanging) I get more shit from my family about getting a FULL time job. This magical Job were i work 40 plus hours a week, with Benifits and a 12$ pluse wage. Yeah, cause getting caught in to the mundane life of EVERYONE ELSE is excatly what i want to do with my life. Work a fucking job i hate for the sake of FINANCIAL SECURITY! Fuck that My friends Grandparents Died. My brother moved out, which was the best thing for a while, only to move back in 4 months later. My Grandma has cancer again. Yipie... I hate the people at my job. They get more aholish and fucked up as the days pass. I WAS FUCKED OUT OF TICKETS FOR WRESTLEMAINA!!!!! I had the HARDEST FUCKING TIME just trying to do some of the simplest things i wanted to do. Everyone mocks my attempt into making movies. I made 9 grand this year, but only have 120$ in the bank to show for it. I got Fucked out of Holloween. One of my Favorite Holidays Bush got fucking re elected. Yeay >:( MOVIE TICKETE PRICES WENT TO 10 FUCKING DOLLERS!!!! I Got fucked out of meeting Robert Rodriguz at Comic Con. Oh, and just like every year before this, I still cant get a girlfriend if someone had a fucking BAZOOKA TO MY BIG ASS HEAD. Thats the stinger that gets worse and worse as the years go by. Well, 2005, im going to be 21. Lets hope to christ that this year is somewhat better.

2004 was a big shitty year, but some of those things I rambled off on were really trivial in the long run of things.