November 6, 2004 - Saturday
I have offically given up on finding a Girlfriend...
Its true. I dont really give a fuck anymore. I've tried EVERY OUTLET POSSIBLE, but i now belive that obviouly im either cursed, or GOD DOSE NOT WANT ME TO PROCREATE IN ANY WAY. Either way, i guess i'll just be a stedy loner for the most part of my life. Eh, it aint all that bad, as i've done it for 20 years now, i can do it for another 60. Hell, im only 10 pages away from finishing up my first full lenght screenplay. So i'll be putting what little time i waste trying to find a girl that would go out with me, and put it into other meaningless things as writing and sitting on my ass at home watching DVD's.
I was at a party, and was told by a girl that my personality is too weird for her. I asked a female friend of mine if this was true, and she laid it to me straight. Yeah. This was the first time I made this declaration, but at this point, it was more for attention. I still wanted a woman, as 20 year old me would of burned down a children hospital to get laid. Some of that has changed, and some hasn't.
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