March 28, 2005 - Monday
shit.....LIfes movin on...so were the hell am i going?
Current mood: frustrated
In the past month, I have had 4 friends decide to move out of A) Their parents place B) The state. Seems everyone is getting on with their life, actually going out and doing something (even if it is as small as moving out), So what the fuck am i doing? im 21, still living at home. No Girlfriend, and not much on the horizon. Im still working the same job i was 5 years ago (mostly because i've chosen to.) but i have $0 in the bank. Its a pain in the ass to get anything started, and i dont want to go work another job for more cash, cause i dont want to get caught up with aquiring bills and shit, because i still intend to start making movies, which no one belives that i will do. So, im stuck in a sort of limbo right now. I aint moving forward, as everyone else is, but im not going back to anything. So, right now, im fucked.
Not much has changed.. I did move out, but moved back in with the family after my roommates moved to texas. I have more than $10 bucks in the bank, but not more than $150 at the moment. I've gotten bills paid, but not fast enough.. Plus it seems that I bitch about the same shit every other day back then too.
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