August 30th, 2005

Subject : I saw a sad fictional look into my future from a hit movie!
Posted Date: : Aug 30, 2005 1:58 AM

Saw 40 Year Old Virgin tonight.



Funny movie. Well worth everyone's $10 to go see the thing. Steve Carell is Fucking great! Loved him in ANCHORMAN as Brick the retard weather man. Good to see his career picking up.


But as for the movie its self.....some of it hit a little close to home for me.



Sans being 40 myself, the main charecter is an advid toy collector, reads comics, plays video games, and has never "scored".



Now, in the movie, its not because of the COMICS, TOYS and VIDEO GAMES that he hasnt scored, as many would belive. No. Infact, all of those things have nothing to do with his social situation. He just really sucked at picking up women. He has no game, he just got real depressed about it, and the COMICS, TOYS and VIDEO GAMES were what he had to ward off the depression. Those were the few things that brought him happieness to his life.



Like me. I've loved comics, toys and video games since i was 4. They're still a major part of my life. And would I seperate myself from them...no (well, unless it was something massively important and urgent) And i also have no game either. I mostly stick to myself or my small group of friends.



Unlike 40 year old virgin, i dont have many problems talking to people, but I dont go around talking about SCORING and smacking nuts and so forth...



The thing with the movie is that it was all very plausable, and a little frightening.

I could see how he ended up in that situation.



After all, how long do you keep trying untill you finally call it quit..





Right now... Im 21. I've never had a Girlfriend in my life. I try my best to be a gentalman, and not some prick. Hasnt gotten me really any were.



There have been women who have shown interest in me, but there were "circumstances" to them. Either i didnt feel the same way, or it would just be taking advantage of the girl. ANd thats something i coulnd do.



And mind you, these women were FEW and FAR between.









High School killed alot of confidance I had....After High School, what was left was snuffed out by various things....



Weight, inexperiance, not being that good looking to begin with didnt help either. I talk too much, and the shit i say either dosnt make sense, or its a bunch of useless facts, or my crappy opnion on something.



So were am i now....









Basicly were i was in High School.



Still working at the theater, still fat, and not the greatest social life.









Its hard sometimes, but when you dont have any options, you just kinda let it wash over you and do something else to take you mind off of it.









But it dose suck a lot though.









So...Im going to go play my PS2, watch my dvd set of the SUPERMAN cartoon from the 90's and reshuffle my statues and figures around, as my room as gotten kinda boring