May 7th, 2007

Subject : FOR FUCKS SAKE!
Posted Date: : May 7, 2007 12:54 AM

Fustration is running ramped for me lately! My family has been getting on my ass about stuipd shit and and are trying to fucking run my life.

My mom has this fucking thing about her that if its not to her liking, its got to go (or change)

Example. My room. I've been putting it together for the last week. My mom feels that it needt so to match the rest of the apartment in THEMES and hates the fact that I display all my figures and collectible shit. She wanted all my stuff to be put away in the closet and basicly be almost an empty room, with just my bed, wall unit, and computer table in there. I'm paying rent so i told her to go stick it on that idea. She keep reminding me that Im unemployed, and "WHY AM I NOT WORKING" My grandparents keep backing this up too. My grandmother keeps saying that I could easily have a "computer Job" and keeps telling people she knows that they should hire me because I'm a COMPUTER EXPERT, but this is coming from a 78 year old woman... I keep telling her that my computer skills are minimal at best and that these "computer" jobs require more than what I know.
Today, all three have teamed up on me about what I should be wearing cloths wise, that they dont like my tshirts and shouldnt wear so much black, not to mention that my mom hates the beard I grew and tells me to shave every fucking day.

Im fucking 23 years old, and im getting dictated around like im 4 years old for fucks sake.

Its a shitty postion im in at the moment with no end in sight